People who grew up feeling unloved typically have these 12 insecurities as adults

Childhood experiences have a profound effect on us, shaping our personalities, beliefs, and insecurities. Growing up feeling unloved can leave lasting scars that manifest in our adult lives in various ways.

So, get comfortable and let’s delve into the intricate world of emotions and psychology. We are about to explore how growing up unloved often leads to 12 specific insecurities in adults.

You might see yourself in some of these, or perhaps someone you know. Either way, this understanding can be a stepping stone to healing and growth.

Ready for a dose of reality?

Let’s dive right in.

1) Feeling unworthy of love

This one hits close to home for me. I remember growing up and constantly feeling like I had to earn love. It was like I was on this never-ending treadmill, always trying to run faster, be better, and do more just to feel worthy.

And let me tell you, it wasn’t a fun ride.

As adults, we often carry this feeling of unworthiness with us.

You might find yourself constantly seeking validation from others, or perhaps you push people away because deep down, you believe you don’t deserve their love.

2) Fear of rejection

Next up is the fear of rejection. It’s a big one.

Growing up unloved, I was always scared of being left alone, of being rejected. And sadly, this fear didn’t disappear when I became an adult.

Instead, it manifested in different ways.

For instance, I’d often find myself holding back in relationships, too afraid to show my true feelings for fear of being rejected.

Or at work, I’d hesitate to share my ideas in meetings, scared that they wouldn’t be good enough.

Sound familiar? Trust me, you’re not alone in this.

3) Struggle with self-esteem

Did you know that self-esteem is like a psychological immune system? It’s true.

When we have a healthy self-esteem, we’re better equipped to handle stress and adversity.

But when our self-esteem is low, it can leave us vulnerable, affecting every aspect of our lives.

Those who grew up feeling unloved often struggle with low self-esteem well into adulthood.

It’s like walking around with a weakened psychological immune system, constantly feeling like you’re not good enough, smart enough or attractive enough.

This can impact your relationships, your career and your overall happiness.

4) Difficulty trusting others

Trust is the foundation of any relationship.

It’s the glue that holds us together, that makes us feel safe and secure.

But for those of us who grew up feeling unloved, trust isn’t always easy to come by.

You see, when you’ve experienced a lack of love in your early years, it can be incredibly difficult to believe that someone else could truly care for you.

That they could genuinely have your best interests at heart.

This can lead to a constant fear of betrayal, a nagging doubt that the other shoe is about to drop.

And this fear can be so powerful that it keeps you from forming deep, meaningful connections with others.

5) Need for control

I’ll be honest, this one took me a while to figure out.

Growing up, I felt like I had no control over the love and affection I received. It felt sporadic, unpredictable, almost like walking on eggshells.

As I grew older, I noticed this need for control seeping into other areas of my life. I’d micromanage projects at work, obsess over details in my relationships, and even struggle with anxiety if things didn’t go exactly as planned.

It was my way of ensuring that I wouldn’t be caught off guard again, that I wouldn’t feel that helpless feeling from my childhood.

But in reality, all it did was create more stress and strain in my life.

6) Struggle with intimacy

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Emotional intimacy can be quite challenging for those who grew up feeling unloved.

The idea of someone genuinely caring for them feels foreign, almost uncomfortable.

They’ve grown accustomed to the absence of love in their lives to the extent that they question its presence when they do encounter it.

Opening up, being vulnerable, and sharing their deepest thoughts and feelings can seem incredibly daunting.

It’s like you’re constantly wearing a suit of armor, protecting yourself from potential hurt.

7) Overly self-reliant

I remember as a kid, I quickly learned that I had to rely on myself.

It was almost as if I had this internal switch that made me believe that I couldn’t really depend on anyone else.

This habit of self-reliance often carries over into adulthood, leading to an unhealthy reluctance to ask for help even when it’s needed.

While this makes us highly independent, it also isolates us and makes it hard for us to ask for help or lean on others when we need to.

8) Tendency to self-isolate

In my journey as an adult who grew up feeling unloved, I’ve noticed a tendency to isolate myself from others.

This isn’t because I prefer solitude, but rather because it feels safer.

Interactions with others can often trigger feelings of inadequacy or fear of rejection.

As a result, I sometimes find it easier to retreat into my shell than risk being hurt or misunderstood.

While this might offer temporary comfort, it often adds to feelings of loneliness and disconnection in the long run.

9) Constant need for validation

While some are portrayed as independent, on the other hand, others who felt unloved as a child might develop an intense need for validation and approval from others.

This is their way of compensating for the love and affirmation they didn’t receive during their childhood.

They might seek constant reassurance of their worth, whether it’s through accolades at work, compliments about their physical appearance, or affirmation of their feelings and ideas.

They may also be overly sensitive to criticism, interpreting it as a rejection of their worth.

This constant pursuit for external validation can lead to a lack of self-esteem and an over-dependence on others for happiness.

It’s a sign that they’re still trying to fill the emotional void left by their unloving childhood.

10) Constant self-doubt

The final insecurity I’ve noticed as an adult who grew up feeling unloved is constant self-doubt.

Whether it’s in my abilities, my decisions, or my worthiness of love and respect, this doubt is like a dark cloud that follows me around. It feeds into my other insecurities, creating a cycle that can be hard to break free from.

Recognizing this self-doubt is the first step towards overcoming it and building a healthier relationship with myself.

11) Understanding the impact of an unloving childhood

Making sense of these insecurities can feel like a daunting task. But understanding the root of these insecurities can be an empowering step towards healing and self-improvement.

Growing up feeling unloved leaves a profound impact on a person’s psyche. It’s not just about having a difficult childhood, but about how that childhood shapes the perception of oneself and the world around them.

When a child doesn’t receive consistent love and emotional support, they develop coping mechanisms to deal with their environment. These coping mechanisms, while useful in their childhood, often manifest as insecurities in their adult lives.

It’s important to remember that these insecurities are not a reflection of your worth or potential. They are simply the remnants of your past trying to navigate your present.

They might make certain aspects of life more challenging, but they also provide an insight into your strength and resilience.

12) Embracing self-love

As we journey through these insecurities, it becomes apparent that the cornerstone for overcoming them is none other than self-love.

From feeling undeserving of love to constantly seeking validation, these insecurities often stem from an absence of self-love.

For those who grew up feeling unloved, the concept of loving oneself might feel foreign or unattainable.

But let me assure you, it’s neither.

Self-love is not a destination, but a journey. It’s about treating yourself with the same kindness and compassion that you extend to others. It’s about acknowledging your worth and understanding that it’s not dependent on anyone else’s approval or love.

Learning to love yourself might seem daunting initially, especially if you’ve spent most of your life feeling unlovable. But it’s a journey worth embarking on.

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Pearl Nash

Pearl Nash has years of experience writing relationship articles for single females looking for love. After being single for years with no hope of meeting Mr. Right, she finally managed to get married to the love of her life. Now that she’s settled down and happier than she’s ever been in her life, she's passionate about sharing all the wisdom she's learned over the journey. Pearl is also an accredited astrologer and publishes Hack Spirit's daily horoscope.

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